Southern Moon Crashed Here Tonight

outside

I am Boudicca

warrior queen

bent on wrath

wrath for

a life unfufilled

that pales

under poor decisions

my God

what have I done

or not done

left undone

come undone

only fighting

myself

in a rage

playing the wall

pushing away

left standing alone

in a crowd

why

do I

self-destruct all

situations to be

in control

but not of me

never of me

inside

I am Alice

dreamland wanderer

down the rabbit hole

searching

for a logic

in a world

where I remain

too big

too small

too fragile

handle

with care

when care

is expensive

requiring

more than I know

how to give

I am

the mysterious stranger

unfinished work

waiting to

be written

by an author

who has long since

gone

so I pick up my pen

and begin

a chapter anew

of never

running

returning

revising

“Once upon a time….”

Louisville native Mitchell L.H. Douglas returns home tonight to read from his new collection of poems, “\blak\ \al-fə bet\,”

When people listen to a piece of music they have never heard before, activity in one brain region can reliably and consistently predict whether they will like or buy it, this is the nucleus accumbens which is involved in forming expectations that may be rewarding. What makes music so emotionally powerful is the creation of expectations. Activity in the nucleus accumbens is an indicator that expectations were met or surpassed, and in our study we found that the more activity we see in this brain area while people are listening to music, the more money they are willing to spend.
The second important finding is that the nucleus accumbens doesn’t work alone, but interacts with the auditory cortex, an area of the brain that stores information about the sounds and music we have been exposed to. The more a given piece was rewarding, the greater the cross-talk between these regions. Similar interactions were also seen between the nucleus accumbens and other brain areas, involved in high-level sequencing, complex pattern recognition and areas involved in assigning emotional and reward value to stimuli. In other words, the brain assigns value to music through the interaction of ancient dopaminergic reward circuitry, involved in reinforcing behaviours that are absolutely necessary for our survival such as eating and sex, with some of the most evolved regions of the brain, involved in advanced cognitive processes that are unique to humans.

“This is interesting because music consists of a series of sounds that when considered alone have no inherent value, but when arranged together through patterns over time can act as a reward, says Dr. Robert Zatorre, researcher at The Neuro and co-director of the International Laboratory for Brain, Music and Sound Research. “The integrated activity of brain circuits involved in pattern recognition, prediction, and emotion allow us to experience music as an aesthetic or intellectual reward.”

“The brain activity in each participant was the same when they were listening to music that they ended up purchasing, although the pieces they chose to buy were all different,” adds Dr. Salimpoor. “These results help us to see why people like different music — each person has their own uniquely shaped auditory cortex, which is formed based on all the sounds and music heard throughout our lives. Also, the sound templates we store are likely to have previous emotional associations.”

What happens in the brain to make music rewarding? (via myserendipities)

Joe’s take: This is interesting, because understanding the mechanisms of how our brains turn music into enjoyment is a pretty awesome question to look at. But it doesn’t answer the larger question: Why do we find those patterns enjoyable (or not) in the first place?? 

Music is just patterned sound. What is it that makes it cross the line to emotion? Is it dependent on our cultural experience? Or is it just THERE, man?!

Also, I may or may not be working on an episode about this for my YouTube channel so it’s kind of on my mind.

(via jtotheizzoe)

—-What’s lighting up your nucleus accumbens?

Dig it———-Dr Hook & the Medicine Show - Cover of the Rolling Stone (by EagleMDare)

Wrath by *Lady-Symphonia
Portrait by ~lady-sable
Creativity by *Qinni

remember

when we ran

tangled hair behind us

like kite strings

fast fixing us to the world

when we held

our berry-stained fingers

up to our faces

and counted the seconds

until the streetlights came on

when our days

were long in the woods

with sun on our faces

and flowers in our hair

remember that sweet

first kiss that

tasted of peaches

stolen and given

with full, innocent hearts

remember

when the world was ours

Creepy boy print, I bought this years ago because I find it disturbing.  Today I came across this Creepy bloody nose girl!  I’ve got to have it!